GIVING UP OLEDI ? ? ?

This is a good question for myself..

Next thursday will be my final exam already , the schedule of mine was totally suck and was ineffective. Actually i plan to study today eh but i end up in playing dota ONCE MORE and playing football. In other word , my whole afternoon were gone.

What am i doing right now ? ? ?

Just now hui mei ask me whether i giving up oledi ? ? ?

i just dunno how and what to answer her...

Maybe i was about to give up oledi , perhaps...

But i feel guilty lar , what to do ? ? ? ?

Currently my mind was like a piece of white paper..

Dunno what to do and also what should i suppose to do...